Feast or Famine

It is either Feast or Famine....   I am either being cancelled on, ghosted or I have too many toys or pieces of meat, er I mean men or boys...vying for my attention.  

I have one that I met at a party and I apparently have been on his mind a lot.  He wants to be with me and see me at any juncture.  I am going to call him "Sir" for now as I am sure there will be more to write about him.  

I have another that when he found out about being cancelled on 2 Wednesdays in a row - said he would never do that to me.  We have a date on Friday.  He is already smitten and has not met me. I warn them not to get attached to me - esp when they have not met me! Lets call him Redhead.

That's two...

We have the guy who cancelled on me twice that is not giving up and insists he must meet me...  This one can take a number as it is a pretty long wait.  We can call him Pistol for now. 

There are two others that also are not giving up - but they can... they are just looking for a hook-up, which clearly I do not need right now. HAHAHA

There is another that wants to "play" but I am pretty sure I deflated his ball as where there is lack of communication for me - there is lack of interest to play on my part.

Lets not forget we have to fit my FWB in the mix. If he was ready to get to know me better in terms of dating/relationship - this is the one I would try with.  For sure.  That said - he is not ready for that in his life, so we remain FWB.  I am not waiting around, so sadly it might need to end at some pt.  This would be a travesty as the intimate connection between us is insane and intense. I have not even had this type of connection with those I have been married to!  He is a really great guy too - just has things he needs to deal with.  

Whew. I apparently am currently on a feast.  NOT that I am complaining by any means.  Hell No - It's great.  It is pretty awesome and empowering to think that I could be and am wanted. Even if they only want me for one thing ... and to know that they probably wont get it as I do not need to have any hook ups right now - I am pretty good in that department.  

I would rather feast on man meat than eat regular food any day!  I am having fun and exploring as life is too short.  One day you are having fun and the next you are gone.

Enjoy life.  Have fun. Do you. Explore.  You are enough.   Be Large and In Charge in all parts of your life.

Signing off for today..    Love Scarlet

Looking for a FWB...

A few days ago I opened up a message on the on line dating site I am on.  Looking fora FWB only.  Sure.. what the heck - let me see what this is all about.  I had a few chats with him after confirming he understood and was "ok" with me being full-figured and wow - people are certainly all out there.

He is all about the boobs - what size - what about your nipples.  He told me his "cock" size (his words) was "7.5 and thick thick circumcised" - Great!  Thanks but I did not ask!  (I can use my peter meter to make sure this is true?)  

I asked him why he was looking for a FWB and he said he was getting over his 3 year relationship with his girlfriend (before that he had been married for many years) and that he did not have time for a relationship.  Interesting.  Not sure I can believe him or anyone really.  He asked for a recent pic to which I sent him a tease picture - one I took that showed a teensy bit of cleavage - beautifully done really - more of a glamour shot my friend did.  He then said he could send me a tease pic to which I quickly replied "NO - I am good. No D pics please!"  (Is there anyone that really likes to look at Dick Pics? Please tell me if so as I cannot even imagine - a side note to this will be a funny story in another blog about a mom I know and D pics).  

The text conversation continued and he kept going about which toys I liked, do I  like his tongue deep in me, favorite place for a man's cum....I cannot even tell you all that was said as it was a lot.  I just kept it up to see how far he would go with the conversation.

He sent me a few pics of him shirtless and may I  just say super buff and handsome. If they were him...

He wanted a full length pic of me too - that is the fun part for me - nope. None. I have none and refused to until I get more weight off.  Being full-figured...hard pass! I did manage to find one where my bottom half melts into the darkness of my black pants...

I have not heard from him since Fri as he was preparing to take his child to college. I know his profile was removed off of the site (either he was on for a month, he changed it, he removed it or was reported- who knows).  I did not expect to hear from him again but the experience and texting was fun. 

I engaged so I could see how far he would go and have great material for my blog. Sext on my friends.. Sext  on!