Cancelled on yet again (not a funny post)

I  have been awol for many reasons and I apologize for the long break I took.  Between end of the year, my son, getting the flu,etc...   I am back.

Its no wonder I prefer the fet fun over the dating world.   Being cancelled on sucks!  Yet again another back to back Wed cancellation.  Similar to a few mos ago where one week it is work and the next week it is their daughter.
Pretty sure I am way too skeptical as I do not believe what he said.  Even if it were true, I am not ok with it despite the fact that he supposedly is putting his daughter first.  Problem is that why did he not see her last night or night before, etc... as he was talking about? Why did this so called situation happen to come up 30 min before we were to meet?
I showered and got pretty and did my hair and make-up.  I tried so hard to salvage the night but had no options that would work out.  Finally at 8:30 I was resolved to change into pajamas and call it a night.  8:30!  Just ugh...  

What is worse that anything is that he was HOT! I mean his body was smoking hot.  I mourn the loss of what I will never get to experience in person. RIP smoking hot body.

Anyway - I am using this time to catch up on those chatting with me on line.  We shall see.

Until my next more upbeat and funny post. 

P.S. I get to see my FWB Sat night and I cant wait!

I am Large (3 ten spots less) and In Charge!

P.P.S.  So here we are at the 3rd Wed in a row and I had plans to meet a different person (also from FB dating which is just awful) and no text! Last night was the last text.  We had a tentative time, I was to hear from him during the day and then place tbd.  I texted him at 6 - heard nothing.  Crazy really.  Good thing I have plan B!  Always have plan B I have decided when it comes to the dating world.  Thankfully plan B comes from a different part of my life.

Truly a Numbers Game AKA and then there were three...

Dating is TRULY a number game for both sexes.  The more you chat with / meet... the better your chances are to get lucky, have fun, date, go out or find "the one" for a LTR - whatever you are after.

One night this week, I met Latin Lover for coffee.  We already knew we had a lot in common and were hitting it off, so coffee was a bonus.  We talked there for 2 hours and then at closing moved to the car. We stood outside against the car kissing and talking for 45 minutes.  I kid you not!  He was HOT HOT HOT.  Latin Lover is 11 years my junior.  When I was dishing this fun night to mi madre...  I left out the details that came next...   I took him home!  Yup it was seriously just hot between us and there was absolutely no waiting.  He did not pressure me in any way but the feeling was mutual between us. Pure adult fun with a bonus shower.  (UPDATE...today he told me that he reconnected with someone from 3 years ago...  so he was pretty much a hit it and quit it.  But AT LEAST he told me and told me I was pretty and great and what happened was unexpected, blah blah.  I am not sorry I did it - he was super hot. I am a little sad as I wanted more of him! But there will be more and maybe better yet!)

What is super interesting here is that I am not small.  I have fat pretty much everywhere yet it just did not matter.  I am learning to be comfortable in my skin and with my fat as I navigate towards losing weight... because hell, this girl just wants to have fun! (Singing Cyndi Lauper as I type this)

So fast forward to not so fun Friday...  I was stood up in the morning by a seriously HOT Nurse as he "overslept" as he "worked late"... No second chances. He did not even call! He texted his apology and that he overslept and that I was important... blah blah.  I made the time in my work day, I set alarms and I got maybe 4.5 hours of sleep.... I was there to meet him ON TIME!  I hope I never need to have surgery in his OR...

Later Fri night I had a date with Southern Gentleman... I asked him out so I paid for dinner.  It was nice although the few times I tried to be intimate publicly he did not seem into it. So I refrained. People are silly that way... I was just trying to hold his hand... When we left he did not look so good and once we got home he looked worse. He ended up leaving as he was in pain and did not feel good inside.  I did hear from him today and he still wants to see me and make it up to me - so that is good.  But alas I did not have a lucky Friday at all!  I did finally get some much needed sleep.  Always a positive.

Today I was to meet one more for coffee but did not. After being stood up, I texted to confirm... he read it and never replied back. Nope. Not doing THAT again. NEXT...  Sorry mi madre... no "nice Jewish boy" on this go around.  he is not so nice after all.

I am chatting with a new person. He seems pretty funny. For now I will call him Cook.  He does something in the tech field and is also a cook.  We shall see....

Men, men and more men - its all in the numbers. I do not feel I am doing too bad considering it has been only a month that I have been navigating the minefield called men.  

Tonight its all about my friend and celebrating her. Until my next adventure...
Large and In Charge!